this might be ongoing depending on things.

the last time i did these was an attempt to get through to someone i cared about way back. Never worked and became more of a venting ground and wanting something to turn out different.

this time this is a proper letter so it gets more emotional. I think more so because this is the first time no one's ever gaslighted me or project their weird issues. valuing someone for real

also will probably continue this on as times goes.