Just from the thumbnail alone, I needed to check and this one looks like a corpse too. The uncanny valley / unnaturalness of her eyes, and the way they look almost cataract / white makes her seem lifeless.

even if you gave up on it, its still cool :D

It still looks really well made! I personally like blended art but the way you made this is an exception! I love the rough look you gave the piece even if you weren't even finished with it. What do you use to make your amazing art??