This is me right now. Vent art. Someone who I considered the love of my life suddenly dumped me and is treating me like some horrible monster for having feelings.

I just feel empty, lost and alone.

Someday someone will truly love me for who I am.

Life keeps beating me down when I finally start feeling like I have a foothold. I'm 25, I've moved 11 times since 2016. I'm tired and stressed. People act nice to my face and laugh at me behind my back. Sometimes I feel like (!)ing myself is the answer. I haven't had parents in a very long time. I'm disassociative 75% of the time now.

I don't know where to go. I'm sorry.