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Arteriovenous Malformation

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Arteriovenous Malformation, or AVM for short obstructs your way. Your sense of sight feels off, yet you can "see" everything. Or can you? There seems to be a blind spot... Maybe?


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I got diagnosed with this thing mid-january and it wasn't a fun moment, to be perfectly honest. I don't mind it as much now since it's not a big deal (extremely small chance of it getting worse, doesn't impact my day to day life, etc.) but it means I'll have to live with a slight visual "blur"/shimmer for at least a good while since getting rid of it would most likely mean getting rid of my left eye's sense of sight (best thing I could compare it to would be a very tiny and localised "visual tinnitus" in the sense that you only really start noticing it if you pay attention to it, but it's always there).


This piece started as a fun "goat with lotsa eyes and 3D veins" idea, but it very recently morphed into a representation of the malformation itself, kinda like the cyst piece


There also are a bunch of small details I'm really happy with, like all the subpixelling on the main character, a small cleanup step to take out some noise added by the blender rendering (mainly at the very bottom of the piece. I didn't clean all of it up, but I cleaned up some which I usually don't do) and the cleaned up sine wave leg tendrils which were animated once by offsetting them each frame by x amount of pixels and then manually touched up to look better, so all and all, a good amount of effort went into this.

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I like that you used horror to express/illustrate how you felt about your health. I really hope you’re doing better.

Also, how’d I not see this when it was front paged?

DeadkatNG responds:

Thank you!!!

I thankfully am doing way better than I was back in march, even if that AVM is still there, ahaha. At the very least, it allowed me to make a 3D model of my brain for another piece!

Damn, I can appreciate that you can make light of your own condition by portraying it in art form.

rad af

fantastic work
i know we don know each other but you have my thoughts and prayers for your condition

Looks really cool. Sorry about the backstory, hope things go well.

DeadkatNG responds:

Thank you very much! :)

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Uploaded
Mar 16, 2023
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Category
Pixel Art

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