I'm telling you, everything you post gets to me. I can see this is Boba, but it's like she's trying to run away from something, more specifically herself or at least a part of her that she doesn't like. If feels like she's being haunted by her inner demons and even thought she wants to break free she just can't, she can't fight her own nature.
So she forever wanders the vast wastelands of her mind, with no end in sight.