Okay, I'm going to try to interpret. This is about a girl who falls in love with another girl. After they become comfortable with each other they experience a time of bliss, where she feels like she never has before. She is eventually brought back to reality. She tries to avoid the prejudices of those that can't accept her love. Once she gets passed this, they can truly be together, but their world is chaos.
OR it's about someone who want's to become something, going through ups and downs of the struggle, but once they become that thing they cannot handle it. OR not.