Deep..
I am not gonna think about the decade we knew each other.
I am not gonna think about the women i sacrificed when i tired to move on.
I am not gonna think about the nights we spent talking till sun up and just ended up sleeping in the middle of the day.
I am not gonna think about the things you love that i now love, i am not gonna think about the times you got hurt or was hurt and i was there, like the time you spent lifeless not knowing if you were going to live or die, or the time someone dared to lay a finger on you attempting to violate you.
I am not gonna think about all the good times or the bad...
I am not gonna think about everyone that hurt's you the way you hurt me.
I am not gonna think about your dreams and passions and how i supported you when no one else would.
I am not gonna think about that i have no one to support my dream and passion.
Everyone deals with things there own way some harder then the rest.
No one is ever alone but it can feel that way when you get lost in your own thoughts.