I am completely amazed by your talent.
You, Daivid Orr, have a gift. I have never heard such a dazzeling peace of music in my entire life. Persue, and move forward with your dreams, and as Milkman_dan put it, "to get a record deal you must appeal to the masses" and you, my son, appeal to the masses. Please, for the love of god, never give up on your dreams, you are to great for that, and don't ever, and I mean EVER, do drugs.