Lame
Being an artist is really not as difficult as you are making it sound. I am familiar with the feelings of fear as you set off for school but those feelings are not unique to artists or anyone else. Especially, when starting off on what is only a personally uncharted path. Remember Fight Club. You aren't special. You are not a Snowflake. And everything you want to do has already been done. You'll be better off enjoying yourself and having fun with it all than getting up tight about such trivial crap.