I know what your going through...
I've been going through some tough times lately...I was the frog at several points in my life....and i know how you feel....right now i'm battling what appears to be 3 different mental conditions...so...im on 3 different medications each one combating the other...I've quit my #1 love and passion in my life....music...and i dont know why...Just like your situation youve suddenly had to stop doing what you love doing.......ok...i was trying to make a point to you....and i sort of lost it....i guess i just wanted to let you know...that your not alone....