woa dude
Seems like you got some issues to work out with God dude. And you said it best, very repetitive. I find its choppiness abrasive and unwanted. I would make a few listening suggestions to you, but I bet you've already delved deep into them; Slayer, Cannibal Corpse, Napalm Death, and on the ligher side of things Shadow's Fall, Unearth, and The Fall of Troy. Heavy ass bands with alot of variance and inspiration, could push you in the direction your shooting for I think.