Kudos to the darkness...
Good stuff. It has a a modern, dark wave, "Escape From New York", sound to it. Very nice. I also like your opening comments...so true. This is why I love my goth, black, and death metal sooo much, the realism is priceless. You can take it or leave it, but there are negative and positive aspects of life that are inevitable. The more one doesn't except, the more they'll struggle with denial. Darkness is not all bad, sometimes it strengthens, comforts, and develops you.