This means alot to me....
Yeah, it's always felt like this. (I'm a bit Autistic, but not severely) But this is pretty much how I feel alot of the times. Why include myself in a world where everybody just rejects or makes fun of you? Problem is, people are social creatures. So as I become secluded and hide away from the world, I long for something that I cannot achieve. I wasn't given the tools at a young age. Being 20 years old I still feel like I'm not able to include myself in the world quite yet. I play all my games just to make another day go by, since I have nobody else I can share it with. It's hard for us to communicate, and we try our best to please others. I hope the people that read this will be more aware of people like me. Don't put them down, try to understand us. Sure, we may be annoying and loud, but that's because nobody will listen. We struggle so much to be heard. But when we are not, you only reinforce our fear of the world.