At 4/4/13 02:55 PM, Heart-Of-Artemis wrote: I just wanted to say that i love Vikings :3

Vikings, you say?

Aahaha manly man love :3

At 4/4/13 03:20 PM, Painbringer wrote:

At 4/4/13 02:55 PM, Heart-Of-Artemis wrote: I just wanted to say that i love Vikings :3

Vikings, you say?

At 4/4/13 09:58 PM, Vnzi wrote: new screensaver, see how my roommate thinks about this

You're not one of those people who calls their desktop background a "screensaver" are you?

omg I can't sleep I drank too much soda T.T does anyone have a omgpop account???

So I just hooked up with a guy for the first time ever... really wasn't what I expected.

My school has this random hookups page on Facebook, I've never answered one before but I've been pretty desperate to meet any gay/bi guys at my school and it got the better of me today. He definitely wasn't my type, pretty twink-ish though a good sized cock. Went to his place and made out for a bit, sucked him off after a while which I enjoyed but maybe not as much as I expected.

The weird thing was how little I was into it. Considering it was my first time naked with a guy I expected to be rock hard from excitement even if I wasn't all that into the guy. I don't know if I ever really made it to full force. He was blowing me for a while and even then I only reached about half-mast. He eventually managed to make me jizz but it wasn't very intense... I managed to pleasure him pretty well but I was more embarrassed then anything else that he wasn't doing it for me for whatever reason. It seems in most every aspect of life I'm better at giving then receiving.

He asked if I wanted to go again but I got the hell out of dodge. I don't regret going there but I guess I expected something different. I know I'm not straight but maybe I don't lean as far to guys as I thought because that wasn't as good as any experience I've had with a girl. Hooray even more sexual confusion. : /

At 4/7/13 10:05 AM, Confucianism wrote: I think not even knowing the guy and going straight for the "fucking" wasn't a good idea.

I personally never feel comfortable with that idea (with men or women). Maybe you just felt a bit nervous because (1) it was your first time and (2) you didn't even know this guy. Try getting to know someone a little bit better and getting more comfortable with them first.

At 4/7/13 06:36 AM, the-goatman wrote: So I just hooked up with a guy for the first time ever... really wasn't what I expected.

It's not because of your sexuality - It's because the person you were with wasn't the right one for you!

I too didn't click with the first guy I dated for sex. But clicked with the last one, and we became boyfriends the next day, and are still together.

So my advice is to shop around (and sleep around) until you find the right one.

At 4/7/13 04:54 PM, Confucianism wrote: Burn in hell you foul cretin from the obis!

I'm probably going there anyway.

At 4/7/13 01:35 PM, Sensationalism wrote: I agree. It sounds like you were nervous, the situation sounds awkward, plus you weren't really attracted to the guy. Read your story and replace it with a female...it would have been the same way most likely. I don't think it had anything to do with him being a guy, but with the whole situation. If you find a guy you're attracted to and all that, I think you'd enjoy yourself.

I think it's just something about being with the gender I'd never been with and assuming it would be so different then being with a girl but it was actually very much the same. I've gotten to that point with a girl who I was only somewhat attracted to before and ended up blue balling her because I wasn't enjoying myself. I try to convince myself I can have emotionless sex because people around me keep telling me I should and that just isn't me, no matter if it's a guy or a girl. I guess you can't learn shit if you don't make mistakes, I'm definitely not going to do anything like this again.

This is too heavy for a Sunday morning, time to go watch cartoons. Cheers to you all for being an anonymous venting outlet.

At 4/7/13 05:06 PM, the-goatman wrote: I try to convince myself I can have emotionless sex because people around me keep telling me I should and that just isn't me, no matter if it's a guy or a girl.

I can relate, people keep telling me "Just go for it, man!" but fuck if there's anyone who I really like enough to "go for it" with.

At 4/7/13 07:17 PM, Confucianism wrote:

At 4/7/13 05:46 PM, Scarface wrote: I can relate, people keep telling me "Just go for it, man!" but fuck if there's anyone who I really like enough to "go for it" with.

Not that it would sway me any way, but I seem to have avoided all cases of people who would try to persuade me to be promiscuous and just go for it. I think it's a terrible shame that people are being told to.

I catch shit all the time for being a virgin. Most often, people seem to think that I CAN'T find anyone to have sex with, but desperately want to.

I don't mean to sound arrogant, but if I wanted someone to have sex with, it wouldn't be too difficult. I just don't want to have sex with anyone who doesn't mean anything to me. In 2013, that's a rarity.

At 4/8/13 09:38 PM, SpaceWhale wrote: I don't know if I'm allowed to just pop in and say hi, but hey. I'm gonna come back here, but I have to make a first post at some point

Welcome to the club!

At 4/7/13 05:01 PM, Painbringer wrote:

At 4/7/13 04:54 PM, Confucianism wrote: Burn in hell you foul cretin from the obis!

I'm probably going there anyway.

Doubt the reason being that you're gay though.

:)

At 4/9/13 05:11 PM, Confucianism wrote: No. It's his promiscuity.

Oh please.

Your lack of faith is enough to send you there too.

Besides, I haven't been promiscuous since 2005 - Or the time I cheated in 2010, if that counts.

At 4/9/13 07:27 PM, Confucianism wrote: Faith in what?

God/religion etc.

Do you consider yourself a good person?

At 4/9/13 07:49 PM, Painbringer wrote:

At 4/9/13 07:27 PM, Confucianism wrote: Faith in what?

God/religion etc.

Do you consider yourself a good person?

I'm agnostic, and I consider myself for the most part to be a good person.

I consider myself to be good intentioned. But morally corrupt.

At 4/11/13 08:28 PM, Confucianism wrote: Yeah, you're a bad little boy aren't ya?! Shame you're not as cute as one.

I still have my boyish good looks.

At 4/12/13 03:23 PM, Confucianism wrote: Lies! You have.....err, the looks of a man your age. Not a boy.

I think I look pretty young when I shave my face.

At 4/12/13 05:49 PM, Confucianism wrote: Don't call me cute!

Pics, or you're a cutie pie.

At 4/12/13 06:36 PM, Confucianism wrote: Err, you've already seen a picture of me. And it's when I show pictures of myself that people call me cute.......so I don't think I should enforce this by showing you more...

That's because you keep showing the same old pretty boy pic from a few years ago.

Maybe if you grow some stubble and take a new pic then maybe we'll see just how manly you really look.

Not been here in a while, WHERE MA GAY BOYS AT?!

I try to keep away but you guys just pull me back in. :(

At 4/17/13 11:33 PM, MickyMcIntee wrote: Not been here in a while, WHERE MA GAY BOYS AT?!

I missed you.

I try to keep away but you guys just pull me back in. :(

But why?

At 4/17/13 11:33 PM, MickyMcIntee wrote: Not been here in a while, WHERE MA GAY BOYS AT?!

Damn, it's been a long time.

Hello, im new here (Bi btw). Just joining because....reasons.

At 4/18/13 06:51 AM, Scarface wrote:

At 4/17/13 11:33 PM, MickyMcIntee wrote: Not been here in a while, WHERE MA GAY BOYS AT?!

Damn, it's been a long time.

Has hasn't it?! I'm now 18 years of age! Haha, just back to troll you guys:p

At 4/18/13 12:48 PM, Confucianism wrote:
Will there be cake? I like cake. On the mention of this, it's my birthday this weekend.

COURSE! Nothing better than cake. Aside from the obvious alcohol and sex.

At 4/18/13 07:42 AM, ArcaneSoul wrote: Hello, im new here (Bi btw). Just joining because....reasons.

Welcome to the club!

At 4/18/13 04:35 PM, MickyMcIntee wrote: At 4/18/13 12:48 PM, Confucianism wrote:
Will there be cake? I like cake. On the mention of this, it's my birthday this weekend.

COURSE! Nothing better than cake. Aside from the obvious alcohol and sex.

We've already started, if you want to go ahead and just jump in.

At 4/18/13 04:40 PM, Scarface wrote:

At 4/18/13 07:42 AM, ArcaneSoul wrote: Hello, im new here (Bi btw). Just joining because....reasons.

Welcome to the club!

Was waiting for someone to welcome me geez xD

At 4/18/13 04:51 PM, ArcaneSoul wrote: Was waiting for someone to welcome me geez xD

Consider yourself officially welcomed into our loving, gay community.