At 11/13/10 08:31 PM, Eclipse wrote:
Anyone else roll better when theyre high? See, my buddy got me some afghan kush...I've been smokin that shit all day and I was messin around with a zigzag a minute ago, grabbed some of the weed and actually ended up rolling a really fat, even joint. For some reason I just roll better high, like rolling is just easier for me.
I feel the same way. I roll loads better high. I guess you care about how it turns out more, versus not being high. For me it's like this: If I'm not high and I'm rolling a joint, I just want to get it rolled and smoked cause I want to be high. When I roll while high I'm already chillin', just feeling good, and I think it reflects in the joint I'll roll. I take my time when I'm high. Goes for everything really.
I've been flipping QP's like it's a second job latetly. O_o "Free" weed, "free" gas money, and I say "free" because it is, it's virtually free(or sometimes just dirt cheap). Meeting lots of new people of various race, age, belief systems, etc. There's even this 53 year old woman I go smoke and bullshit with on a regular basis. Most of them are co workers.
One of my "buddies"(this guy's more like a "business partner", but not even that. Maybe like a client.) quit the other day, and it's shitty cause he owe's me 60 bucks and this just makes it harder. He's been trying to get me to front him, trying to change what he owes me and what not. He doesn't reallize that just because he's fucked up on pills and shit doesn't mean I am. I'm not a dumbass, and I keep all my shit on record. So I know exactly what's what. He's figured that out though, now. He'll be paying me Thursday. I did him a favor and traded a dime bag for a "Methodone" he had, cause he wanted some smoke.
Turns out it was legit, a 10mg Methodone tablet. I was going to sell it, but then out of nowhere while I was driving home I decided to take it. It was amazing and amazingly shitty all at the same time. I felt like I was floating, euphoric and absolutely pain and care free. I was glued to whereever I sat down/lied down though, for hours at a time. I'd fall asleep, wake up, smoke a bowl and everything was beautiful again, then come down, burn out, pass out. That was all day yesterday, all day. It was an endless cycle. I don't even know how I managed to do even half the shit I did yesterday. (went to town for a few hours, running around getting groceries and shit).
Anyway, my brain feels almost like jello this morning, so no more of that shit for me. I felt it was good to take it though, not for the high, but just cause. I love the shit out of opiates, and I noticed the more I've taken, the more I love them. They use methodone to treat heroin addicts and shit, people who can't stay away from opiates. In terms of immediate health, no this was not a good idea. In the long run though maybe i wont crave opiates as much, and now that I've gotten rid(sold, not consumed :P) of all my grandmother's old perscriptions(she passed :[) I wouldn't surprise myself if I never took another pharm again. Especially not methodone. :S
Marijuana's the only drug we really need anyways. It safely and effectively covers all the bases, from cancer prevention to arthritis, glaucoma to nausea. It's time for me to toke one. I'll see y'all later.
Peace.
