At 10/6/12 08:48 PM, Master-X wrote:
Don't ask for Scarab, he's still here. There was a topic starring him (last month I believe?) and I've seen him in the JAIL--er, Chat, every now and then.
This is true!
I had my account deleted in 2011 to help myself through some personal issues. These are still ongoing but I made this new account to get back in touch with some people I ended up feeling quite close to. I remember the thread in question. Wade made it and was trying to help me out with a distressive episode I was experiencing, but I never feel comfortable with it all being talked about and do personally wish it hadn't been made public. My Dad once remarked that to look after the mentally ill, you need to have practically unlimited patience. I'm not the illest person on Earth by any means but I think it applies well here; I feel as though a number of people here think very low of me because I wore out their patience some time ago.
I'm not likely to post on the BBS very much these days, the simplest reason being that I don't really like it, at all. True, I'm regularly in the chat room and it's not like it's a parlour frequented by New Yorker writers, but I feel as though that the intimacy I do have with some certain folks is more open over there.
You'll have to explain the "jail" joke to me, haha!