So I'm 18, turning 19 in September. I'm fresh out of high school (graduated May 2011) and I've been attending the junior college but I've done poorly in my classes and I ended up dropping most of them. I've been depressed a lot and always think my life is so pointless and sometimes I feel suicidal and spend a lot of time online, and it honestly is not a way I like my spending my life. So I've thought about getting a job in the city I currently live in, save it up, and then move out by the time I turn 19 to Oakland or Berkeley (if you're familiar with this part of the west coast). It's just a more urban area that I like and I would like to be a roommate and get a job there, and go to the junior college there. I think I would feel more independent and my life would have more meaning if I did so, so then I could transfer to a university easily. Not to mention, there's so much more to do there and there's a train system there (unlike where I live) that gets to places easily. Of course I'd like to get my driving stuff over with (still haven't accomplished that, yet lol..)
I dunno, anyone else like this? What's your experience like moving out of your family's home as a late teenager or early 20's (in this case, mine is really dysfunctional and the home we live in isn't nice and the area we live in sucks because it's a total mix of wealthy and poor areas and it's just an ugly mix) to another place, whether it to be a university, or just to live by yourself and experience a different city, different atmosphere, etc? Would appreciate any feedback!