At 7/16/11 11:28 AM, GrandePlatano wrote: would i still feel pathetic if i just got a blowjob?
The fact that you just asked us that means the answer is yes. Really, if you'd feel bad about using her more than that I think you'd still feel bad. Try not to think entirely with your penis.
Besides, if she's never given a blowjob before chances are you aren't going to have a thrilling experience. So then you'll feel like a jerk and not have gotten off much. And she might want some reciprocation, but you sound like you're in this entirely for your "needs".
Also just because she said she would have sex with you doesn't mean she'd blow you. Maybe she means based on your appearance, but perhaps she wouldn't do anything at all outside of a relationship.