YOU'VE ALWAYS HOPED YOU'D WIN THERE LOVE YOU PRAYED AND WISHED ON STARS ABOVE YOU TOOK MY HEART AND CHOPPED IT UP AND BURNED THE PIECES IN THE SUN ,AND NOW IM THE CANKER IN THE ROSE THE ONE YOU CHOSE ...I HAVE BEEN COMING FROM THE HEART WHILE YOU'VE BEEN COMING APART ,IS THIS EVER EASY IVE BEEN BLEEDING FROM THE START ,WHILE YOU'VE EMBELLISHED THE PRETTY PARTS SEEING IS BELIEVING ,IVE BEEN ON FIRE DEFENSES RETIRED ,CANT YOU SEE ME?WHILE I BURN BRIGHTER AND LONGER AND HIGHER ...ALWAYS I MADE SURE YOU COULD REACH ME YEA. CRY NO MORE DIE NO MORE . ONE MORE TIME(my memories like maggots larval segmented and full of whats dead such that i can not leavE alone or like locust shells be shed ,are these my own private pleas for attention or hope of help or am i a CharlotteN of disease such like this scrap so fake and unfelt ,im selling the tickets that no one is buying ...who really knows if im dead or just dieing these cuts and scrapes ive endured are tearing me apart who really knows if this painful scrap has been there from the start )GIVE ME BACK MY SOUL