Damn.
That sucks bro.
The lyrics and chords sometimes dont match up,which feels weird,but thats a good thing,except at sometimes(like the bridge to the first hook and the first hook itself) sounds like the not matching up isn't intentional.other than that,when you're making songs,you could try using different chords and modulations. it'll make it more depressing if you put in diminished chords in addition to the ones you already have.
i can relate to this(it's happened to me before) and it sucks. hope you have a happy rest of the holidays,and may your new year be better than this year.
Blade9000 
