thats what i thought when i wrote this. thats important to keep in mind. when i write, i try to enhance the feeling of resentment, disspleasure, ammmm.. anxiety and so forth....

my X gf at the time had made som really dissapointing suggestions about me as a person, and well... that led to strong resentment....
much like the relationship between god and the hebrews...
(Gud = swedish for God).... and (Jag = swedish for i) = I God