I added another verse to gasmasq's track. Beat is by Anno Domini. You can find him on Soundclick

EDIT: dubs gone.

Lyrics:

I sit in a time drenched in wine and flammable gasses
you might find that i'm entrenched in the worst you can imagine

what happens when the yacht turns into the boondocks
and two locks are on every door, where would you stop?

am I on top? hardly, but pardon the party i live in
i just happen to be laughin to cover up where i've been sinnin

if grinnin is the only way to forgo another tear
then toss me another vicodin and crack another beer

if i become a constelation, hesitate not to cheer me
but if i'm not on the stage, the please don't come near me

seeing clearly is not my intention at the moment
intoxication takes the fear away from laying dead and broken

what i'm holding onto may not be what's best at the time
but if i'm distracted then i'm not chasing demons in my mind

so when you find me on the floor praising the porcelain angel
pay no mind, just give me more to view this life at my angle

if i lay awake at night then i remember my flaws
if i drink myself to death, then tomorrow i'm gone

is it really so wrong to contemplate the inevitable?
to take my chances instead of waiting for another window

the behavior i'm certain of, i need to conduct
i will take your perfect love and eat it all up

as my patience exits, i lay in wait for the fight
if reincarnations exists, then i'll kill myself tonight

it might make your life that much harder to bear
but in a coma, in the hospital, i won't have a care

i wear emotions in my actions and they're right on my sleeve,
but if i cause you pain then i ask you forgive me.

if life in a better tomorrow, causes sorrow today
then i'll ask to borrow time, to get carried away

because there's nary a day in which i find i succeed
it's just too scary to play, so i'd rather not breathe

With every moment passing I spin out of control
Watch my grasp fade gasping, as I watch this unfold
When I step up to the mic, a monster rises within
It's practically a given, Mike dies and Wyze is living
I'm sinning, with every step of my life
Am I setting the right path while the challenges are rife?
The site of my struggle, makes my enemies elope
As I'm forced to juggle, faith, enmity and hope
It's so, depressing, as I see my world compressing
I think I'm besting, my skills, but I'm really just in testing
They're assessing, how well I can adapt
But the fact's that my whole soul's in this rap
It's my last attempt, to connect with what's real
I don't feel, my emotions are an open and shut deal
And such speel, will shut my luck by tomorrow
So hand me the vodka, to drink the fuck out my sorrow