So darksouls abstinence is hitting me hard. I've always wanted to draw some fanart. I would still like to draw something about the twin princes also---

Today I realized that my insatisfaction with my art lately was because I had a cooler version of myself in my head than what I actually am. I thought I can paint like "that" when I actually only can do "this" (sorry if my english is confusing). And my expectations didn't meet reality. It was really frustrating, So I realized today that I should be accepting what I can do for now, and study sometimes to get better. You know, I've been always told that I'm doing great art for my age, many people always told me that since I was little, That was really motivating, and I improved fast because of it, but I set to myself very high standards. My ego is big and fragile lmao.

I hope this self accepting art thing works and I can draw more without so much frustration in the process.

This image seems a bit odd, so I'm requesting critiques (IF you'd like to leave one!) for you to tell me what would you fix, thank you!.