Did I do everything wrong again...?

The room shifted and turned. My feet felt light, and I believed with all my heart that I could lift off the ground and stay there. Suspended, silent, hopeful, breaking. The air felt like static when I realized something wonderful had been gone. I reached out and my arms only found myself. It was the last defense I could make. I held on and wondered....and wondered..............and wondered...

inspired by P.SUS's " Isle&Fever - Far Away ( P.SUS remix ) which can be found here https://soundcloud.com/p-sus/far-away-psus-remix