Like astonishing,
I never saw you producing drawings with THAT quality before!
It's not the others are worthless, it's this one who is mighty and make me think for a while after reading the title and looking to the art.
Very interesting, specially the idea of looking the past with blank eyes, which can be interpreted in different ways, like you think it's empty or you hide your emotions about them making your eyes look like a "opaque mirror".
Any interpretation I found, though, was sad, which is a bad thing as I think you are a cool person and so you don't deserve a past like that. At least it's my viewpoint.
The art itself has some strange look at the right arm (considering a person in that position). I am talking about the coloring, seems like it, uh, does not follow the whole shadow in the scene, like if a lighter was... Around? Anyway. I don't know if you used a mirror, but this version of you really remember your photo. Very well planned indeed.