I love your art style and I think the concept is very interesting, but fella, you need to take some damn philosophy classes. You are WAY undereducated on this subject matter. You focus so carefully the insignificant things, like the number of steps to reach school, and the ants no one notices, and all those important things that no one really notices, and yet, you yourself say they don't matter. The point shouldn't be that everything is the same and nothing matters. It should be that EVERYTHING matters and is NOT insignificant. I don't believe you yourself even really feel that way. Please give this some real thought; also there are others out there you can connect with who can help you flesh out these thoughts and give them some meaning in your life. I used to feel the way you think you do, and believe me, there is so much more than you currently see.