just the thing for depressed people
Feeling very depressed myself right now and for quite some time, this little submission could not have come at a better time. It gets so hard sometimes to hide behind a smile and make everyone think that everything is fine when inside it isn't. Inside is a vast emptiness except for the constant pain. Sometimes that's the only thing that lets me know I am still here, the fact that I can still feel such pain.
Some people don't deserve to be saved. I can relate to that because it's what I feel about myself right now. No, I won't so anything stupid and I am not an "emo" whatever that is, I am probably a good 25 years too old for that.
Real depression is real pain and like an abyss that swallows you whole leaving no trace of who you were before and obliterating any trace of who you could become were it not for the omnipresent only imagined but very real rope around your neck.
Thanks for putting the message at the end. It's not worth it. I know. It's just that sometimes the will to keep fighting the demon ebbs.
Your flash actually did help me in some way tonight. Thanks.