Insightful and Beautiful.
What more can I say? You have done a spectacular job with this, and it's clear just how much you cared for her. I've done the same thing too, but what I've done doesn't really compare to this. You're right though, that emotions are a powerful force in music. Extremes will bring your music to entirely new levels. And that's obviously what's happened here.
I can feel it clearly, and I know exactly how much writing a song to express your feelings can help pull you through - especially something this beautiful.
A song written with the most hearfelt feelings, with a story to tell - of loss... and more than that. This is a true expression of emotion, in it's purest form. With something so meaningful, it truly is impossible to award this any less than a 10 and a 5. Numbers are nothing to you right now, I know. But it's the least I can do to help you along your way, wherever it leads.
I feel for you, Calvin. And I wish you the best.
Power to you, Dj Flux.