Beautiful beyond what words can describe.
Whenever I listen to this, I can feel the emotion that you put into making the song. It is one of the most beautiful, heart-moving pieces I have ever listened to. It's hard to lose someone you love, I know. But you've got people to help you pull through. I'm going to leave you with a quote to think about.
"Never lose sight of what once enchanted you. As dawn turns to dusk, it is normal for colors to fade. But morning always follows, renewing each of life's miracles, and fostering faith in a better tomorrow." -Heather Berry
You are truly gifted. :)