Failure? I Think Not
I can vouch for things not turning out the way you intend it to be. I have so many failed stories its not funny. From fanfic to fanfic, original to copy, I try to take what I have in my head into writing, and once the first chapter is done, i lose the motivation, the drive, my muse, something that blocks me from going any further.
You claim this song a failure? I don't think so. Its new direction in your usual genre, with classical tones of piano with synths and drums. Its a much more ambient tone than normal, in fact, it can be viewed as sorrowful, a cry of need from loneliness that I can relate to from my end of the internet spectrum. Even if it didn't come out the way you envisioned it, to came you just a beautifully as any of your other remixes, so don't let it get you down. You still have my top scores, Nubbin. Just keep up the great work.