This video shows very well what it's like to struggle with depression. I am very lucky that my depression is not telling me to kill myself, but it is with me, every day. It wakes up next to me and tells me that I am going to die alone and unloved, never having anyone through my old age. It is with me every hour of every day, and it is a legitimate, purposeful struggle just to find things that make me happy for a few moments. Even with several things going well for me - having a wonderful family, tons of close friends, being in college - I am still suffering from a great deal of depression, to the point of crying some nights as I fall asleep or some mornings as I wake. It really gets to you after a while. You don't want to fight anymore, you get tired of the struggle, you get tired of playing this game, but to know your opponent makes it easier to play. By continuing to play and understanding that there are some battles you will not be able to win yet, you give yourself more knowledge and strength to continue the war.
This video captured that struggle and the hope for the future so perfectly, and I thank you for making it. :)