I'm not into this kinda delusional nonsense, in face it angers me a lot but I guess weaker minded need stuff like this to feel like they have a purpose. I'm not saying your weak minded in a bad way, but, just in a way. Everyone has there addictions/issues... I suck at spelling and English and I'm also addicted to porn, so to me my problems aren't as intense as yours, the difference is I'm not trying to get others to think like me, I'm not trying to sell them a mental crutch, but you are, and that's the part that makes me mad. Your message was well edited into something digestible enough to understand. Good job.