Contemplate Life

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Running time - 5 minutes

Majority of the animation was made December 2011 & January 2012
Made in approximately 100 hours

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What the heck am I doing on the front page?!



I don't know how many days I have left.
What makes me think I'll even live another hour?
Why even bother living this life only to lose it all.
Chasing after the f****** wind.

I could live to all the good moral standards of my culture
but I'd die just the same as the people with the worst moral standards.
I think I'd be happier being an immoral person, though I know it's a lie.

My heart reeks corruption.
Following my desires I'd never want to work,
never help people,
unless I get something out of it of corse
and just be a blood sucking leech on everyone around me but worse.
Destroying the very things that sustain me.


I don't want to hurt people
but if I don't, I'll hurt myself.
Either way I'm going to cause destruction and death.
So wouldn't it be better for only one person to die than many.

Sure, they'll be sad, but they will find a way to live without me, right?
What am I thinking! they are no different than me!
Then we should all, just, die.



You speek rightly. You do deserve death
You have thought nothing but the evils of your wicked heart since the day of your creation.
You could never be pleasing to God.

But do you think God didn't know that?
You think God made you just to bring you pain?

Know this, you will always have problems in this life
but hear me correctly when I say this statement.

your corruption is your fault.
your corruption is your fault.
Not because you could chose not to be corrupt,
but because you have not given up on yourself.

You run like a mouse on a wheel trying to get away,
no trying to walk on water,
no trying to fly with your arms.
You try and try and try, to do something you can never do.
but you were never meant to.
you need only to seek the one who gives freely.

I know your impatient,
you could be watching tv or doing something to amuse your mind.

But when you realise the truth, that you have nothing,

Look to God, not yourself.
Because He is our only real foundation in this life.
You will go to hell in your own strength.

Please, realise God's love for you,
despite all your corruption
and may His love, change you


Good message, accompanied by great animation. Well done.


Maybe it's I been myself in some nasty spots... But it's a really good message you're leaving here, and of course the greatness of the animation, very smooth and very detailing

nahtanojmal responds:

Hey, thanks

I don't what to say

This is so extraordinary it makes me realize that I am going to have problem in life and I can't run away from it. all I can do face my problems and that's always going to happen in life. there are some good things and there are some bad things that's all I can say.

nahtanojmal responds:

Without oxen a stable stays clean, but you need a strong ox for a large harvest.

Anyone can live, but who really want's to know why?

Thanks for reviewing :)

I clap for you. Though I am, admittedly, not religious, I do believe in the ideas that you portray. That, society, and its ideals are capable of being, and often are, WRONG. I believe people must find their own path, based on their own happiness, and learn to live a life of their own. Or I'm just crazy and you didn't mean to say any of those things. Either way, good show old boy.

nahtanojmal responds:

Society may be wrong in some areas but mainly I mean to point to the fact that we could be the best possible person, regarded highly by everyone around us, but still have it all taken from us by death. What does living mean to me if I will not keep any of it?

Thanks for commenting ;D
sorry it took soooo long

This is THE best presentation of the Christian message I have ever seen. Very realistic and honest. But this was something I stumbled upon since it was popular so I wouldnâEUTMt have watched it for the message because IâEUTMm Satanist and the message is so lost on me. XD I do realize, you are saying humans can find their redemption from their corruption in godâEUTMs love and maybe it works when people are voluntary. But it doesnâEUTMt always work because when it was forced upon me through church and school, it made me totally corrupt. My poor brain couldnâEUTMt handle all the hypocrisy of all the religions out there in one way or another. The philosophy of Satanism totally saved my sanity. But IâEUTMll totally share this with my pro-religion friends cause they will love this!
PS: Please do not send me hate mail because you wanna be a jerk and discriminate against my personal beliefs. Go bother a Scientologist, ya zombie Jesus lover!

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nahtanojmal responds:

I believe Satanism is the only sane thing for people who don't believe in a God/s.
Either there is a higher being/s or there isn't.

If I forced you to be a Christian you wouldn't be a Christian.
I can only show you the way and give you the message making some logical reasoning, it's your choice at the end of the day and it's God who converts people, not through any human tricks or devices.

Thanks for your honest review ;)

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3.66 / 5.00

Jan 31, 2012
6:46 AM EST