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Running time - 5 minutes

Majority of the animation was made December 2011 & January 2012
Made in approximately 100 hours

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What the heck am I doing on the front page?!



I don't know how many days I have left.
What makes me think I'll even live another hour?
Why even bother living this life only to lose it all.
Chasing after the f****** wind.

I could live to all the good moral standards of my culture
but I'd die just the same as the people with the worst moral standards.
I think I'd be happier being an immoral person, though I know it's a lie.

My heart reeks corruption.
Following my desires I'd never want to work,
never help people,
unless I get something out of it of corse
and just be a blood sucking leech on everyone around me but worse.
Destroying the very things that sustain me.


I don't want to hurt people
but if I don't, I'll hurt myself.
Either way I'm going to cause destruction and death.
So wouldn't it be better for only one person to die than many.

Sure, they'll be sad, but they will find a way to live without me, right?
What am I thinking! they are no different than me!
Then we should all, just, die.



You speek rightly. You do deserve death
You have thought nothing but the evils of your wicked heart since the day of your creation.
You could never be pleasing to God.

But do you think God didn't know that?
You think God made you just to bring you pain?

Know this, you will always have problems in this life
but hear me correctly when I say this statement.

your corruption is your fault.
your corruption is your fault.
Not because you could chose not to be corrupt,
but because you have not given up on yourself.

You run like a mouse on a wheel trying to get away,
no trying to walk on water,
no trying to fly with your arms.
You try and try and try, to do something you can never do.
but you were never meant to.
you need only to seek the one who gives freely.

I know your impatient,
you could be watching tv or doing something to amuse your mind.

But when you realise the truth, that you have nothing,

Look to God, not yourself.
Because He is our only real foundation in this life.
You will go to hell in your own strength.

Please, realise God's love for you,
despite all your corruption
and may His love, change you



I personally dont believe, however i respect your beliefs, and i think this was very well put together and i feel that it was thoroughly thought out and you have a deep connection with your god. I think it would be better if more Christians actually felt that way, nowadays Religion is more just saying "yeah i believe" and thats it, its good to see there are some people who actually have an emotional tie to these things

nahtanojmal responds:

Yes, yes, yes. And those kinds of Christians are annoying
Thanks for the review ;)

thats all pretty and all

but sadly got does not exist. you should not get false hope from something that is grown up bedtimes stories instead you should search for the real truth.

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nahtanojmal responds:

Yes search anywhere and everywhere for real truth just not the Bible because it's stupid :S


Just ..wow.

I f*ucking love it , never give up on submition like this one , seriously , totally worth it!

nahtanojmal responds:



Now that was quite the deeply emotional flash movie.
Not to mention, it may hold quite the religious truth.

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nahtanojmal responds:

Thanks, I appreciate it ;)


I really love when someone makes something with deep idea,but doesn't burst it on you, he just gives you chance to listen to him... loved

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nahtanojmal responds:

Thanks for your review :)

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3.66 / 5.00

Jan 31, 2012
6:46 AM EST