I been watching this every few days for past couple of months. Can relate more to the first half than the second part, nowadays. A young worn torn veteran. Was taking care of my family, lost my career, can't take care of them anymore. Got into my own desires with women, drugs, fighting. Can't even remember what it was I was fighting for. Everyday now if I see a building, I think about jumping, or a lake drowning, or a train standing in front of it. Can't remember the last time I was not sad.
Watching this sometimes is the only reason I think not to end it suddenly, that, and how sad it would make my family and friends. Most of the time I numb myself of what I feel because that is the only way I can coup with what I have become or what I done. You're video is truely inspiring. Not really that hopeful, but this video for some reason gives me a little. Thanks.