Hmmm... I feel a bit derpressed now, but in a rather good way, if you know what I mean... not sad, more melancholic.
Your flash movie is touching, with a thoughtful deepness that's rather hard to find among so many other stuff in the internet. A fine piece of work, artwork as well as scripting. Great poem, you sure got talent.
If you allow me a suggestion, you wrote "Decades without a soul." But since you always want to be that that happy, innocent child again, you didn't lose your souI, you lost the feeling of inner peace. Therefore I would rather wrote "Decades without a hope.". Just an idea.
Thanks for making me think about life itself. Very refreshing for my soul!