Nostalgia. I played this game years ago... 2008, shortly after it was released, so I was in 8th grade at the time, and 14 just that past November. I'm 22 now. I loved the game then, still love it now. The little jackasses in the 3rd level that push you back upward. Always pissed me off, but never made me love the game any less. I found this game three times over after that, and got excited every time. Back then, I got the sexual element with the fertilization of the egg, the blastocyst, the fetus. I never thought/understood enough to interpret the meaning though.
It may seem odd, but I see psychosis, vivid hallucinations in this. Schizophrenia.
I see this taking place over the course of a shorter time period, maybe three or four months.
The trigger: rape.
The form her most prominent visual hallucination takes: her rapist.
Her rapist gets her pregnant. He's given her something, but has also taken a piece of her—left her feeling empty. She gets attached to her rapist though. Hence why her hallucination takes this form. His presence is frightening. She may know he's not real; however, she still finds comfort in him.
This hallucination has control over her, and has her do as her rapist has done; in being a part of her, she is "bringing them to him." Not rape others, but sleep with them, literally taking them in, the "significant pieces" of them. That could very well be their genes, as your genetics determine who you are physically, and to some extent, personality and intelligence wise.
She finally meets once person that she truly has a connection with, from whom she doesn't just want to take that significant piece and leave, and it eases the psychosis. It noted that the desire for his presence still lingered; he hadn't gone completely.
And then that person is gone, whether it be because she is left emotionally inept and disappeared (which it hints at), or he dies (also a possibility as it mentions her not answering her feelings when they called to her, possibly saying she waited too long).
When she "releases those pieces back into the world she never asked to be a part of," it could be alluding to aborting the child. Why I see a shorter time period. It would be the genetics of one man, but it would be symbolic of the others she'd slept with and taken pieces of.
As for a world she'd never asked to be a part of, schizophrenia requires a trigger AND a genetic predisposition. If a parent had the disorder, went unmedicated or refused treatment, she could have grown up in an abuse/unstable home. This could predispose her to growing attached to her rapist at all, and why her hallucination manifests as her rapist as she finds comfort in him.
And then "He" returns, and he's not happy, or she's afraid he's not because she had abandoned him. This would be her committing suicide. More slowly. She swallows a bottle of pills perhaps, noting the world fades to darkness. Her heart beats wildly in her chest. Could be a symptom of overdose. Everything fades to darkness. She had fantasized to being taken into nothing by him before. She may have suicidal for some time, or just at the onset of schizophrenia.
"From here on there is nothing, just as there was before."
The fade? Her heart stops beating, and she returns to "before".
Had afew issues loading the game at first. But after that it was alright.
What is the game actually about? :P
It's about abortion?
Being able to play the game itself is a puzzle. Big fan of sperm and embryos though.
At first, the game didn't load up us usual, I waited, but after a while, I realized I have to rotate the cursor, I haven't played this game in a while. (4 years on my old account). But that doesn't have anything to do with the review that I am saying.
I feel that this game is short but fun, I like the challenges, especially on the 4th level which you will will have to reach the bottom, I would have normally rage-quit after a few tries, even though I am not one of those people who love challenges. But something compelled me to keep going, it was the curiosity of the process of how it would end. I feel that the game is greatly designed and it was fairly simple for me. The process to me reminds me of the pregnancy cycle of a woman, the process of how it goes through all these things. The one with the embryo part is quite interesting, although some people think of rape or sexual assault, I just thought of it as a simple sexual intercourse. Also at the end, I had a "What??" face, meaning I might not have understand the story properly. I also like the music, although I was playing my favorite song at the time. But somehow, I felt a wave of emotions, not happy but heart-wrenching.
Overall, this game is good and interesting, although I feel like looking of how the woman looked like, or maybe not, the game is cool and well-designed, but some of your games like Tri-achid was good and it compels me to play more of such game, I hope to see more of these games in the future.