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How I Feel (2006-05-05)

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An autobiographical movie - an exposition of my current feelings.

Short - about 44s. If the idea of autobiographical stuff bores you, don't bother watching.

This took about 5 hours to make.

The end is meant to be kinda positive but cautionary. We need to be careful we don't slip down the road and submit to our own demons.

P.S. Don't have time to edit the .swf, but the song, for anyone who wants to know, is 'Empty House' from the 'Virgin Suicides' album.

P.P.S. It's interesting to see how everyone seems to be divided regarding this submission - all review scores have either been 7+ or 2-. I'm glad it seems to speak to some folk.

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omg thats thats thats just i cant explain *clap**clap**clap**clap**clap**clap**
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LuckyLollipopLad responds:


I don't know what to say...

Well, express your feeling in a flash movie I guess that isn't easy. I don't know if you still fell like that way, but, if so, don't worry because I have already felt like you...during 3 years. With confidence and good feelings of people that like you will help you support this. I hope that you stay well, and, because we're close to Christmas...merry christmas and a very happy 2007, ok?


LuckyLollipopLad responds:


It's a mood I occasionally drift towards, although things are definitely looking up for me. I'll make another one expressing my new, lighter mood after I return from partying in the new year.

Stay funky!


This was a very good animation because it came from your feelings and your really presented it well from you point of view and onto flash, the art was neat kinda artistic in away, i liked it very nice job. you should make more like this, i really liked it.

Nothing as it was perfect in my opinion.

A very good animation, high quality from the users point of feelings, nice animation keep up the good high quality stuff.


LuckyLollipopLad responds:

Thanks a lot, dude.

Originally, this was meant to be a weekly, or at least a monthly, thing.

This episode was, in retrospect, something of a rush to create. I was going off and after having the basic idea, I just had to hurry and finish it all off before I packed and then caught the bus. It was pretty much all made up on the fly.

While I was away, I had a great time, felt great about stuff and knew what tune I'd be using to illustrate that mood. But by the time I got home to my PC, the feeling was less 'pure'.

I'll try and resume the series. Thanks for the encouragement!


Screw that, why the hell would anyone want to watch some depressing shit like this?

LuckyLollipopLad responds:

Yeah, it's emotional. It's how I was feeling. It's not a cry for attention, nor a search for pity.

It's just a quick Flash I made to record my feelings at that moment. Both a record and a chance to realise that pretty much all my problems are essentially to do with my not doing more stuff. That's what I've got to change about myself and I don't intend to languish around anymore.

Some folk enjoy having a glimpse into another person's moods and whatnot.


Kinda weird... Looks like ur kinda desperate uhh
Nice words doh, keep on working :)

LuckyLollipopLad responds:

I was. I was feeling fucking low.

I feel totally different now though. I should make another one of these.

Credits & Info

3.15 / 5.00

May 5, 2006
12:55 PM EDT