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Nov 11, 2005 | 9:42 AM EST

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EDIT (11/17/2005): HOLY @#$%! Thanks for the FRONT PAGE!!!

Yes, it really is a Self-Portrait of me, Joshua J. Morgan.
And NO, I am NOT contemplating or condoning suicide.

I originally conceived Self-Portrait as a 15 second short during the Fall 2002 (my first quarter as a Grad student at UCLA), but I decided to make a different 15 second film. I returned to the idea, however, when I wanted to make an intro for my website, After teaching myself Flash, the film was completed in the Spring 2004, and it went on to win a "Spotlight Award" the following year.

I recently rediscovered and I'm so glad I finally decided to submit Self-Portrait because it's fascinating to see how polarized people's reactions are. I never intended it to be funny so I'm still surprised that some people find it humorous (it's always gotten a big laugh at all the festivals it's screened in).

Joshua J. Morgan received his BA in Communication Studies from the University of California, Los Angeles and is currently working towards his MFA at the UCLA Animation Workshop, where he has been able to pass off his obsession for Japanese Anime as "research." Though many of his animations feature firearms, Josh is hardly a "gun nut." In fact, he has a strong phobia of guns, which was triggered by being held up at gunpoint in two separate armed robberies. Those life-threatening experiences also gave him a profound appreciation for living and so Josh has no intentions of actually performing the suicidal act depicted in his animated Self-Portrait. Seriously, his family and friends can all stop worrying... Josh really is happy :-)



Rated 5 / 5 stars

dude that was awesome!!

that was so great! i totally didnt see that comming at all!


Rated 4.5 / 5 stars


It had quite some impact on me the first time, very beautiful stuff. Much more interesting than other flash arts, where they just playt with fantasy instead of showing the horrible reality

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Rated 4 / 5 stars

I liked it,oddly

I understand like you said,you dont condone suicide nor contemplate it,which is good. I despise the whole aspect of suicide. But its great how you took that concept and turned it into somethin more. Definitely found it interesting and enjoyable. Keep it up man


Rated 3 / 5 stars

Testy peoples

Why are people saying "this wasn't funny" no where did anyone say it was suppose to be... I can sit back and look at this without getting angry, I don't believe in suicide, but this was an artistic idea someone had and they did it as they wanted to.
People need not get so offended over a cartoon... Moreso when you look at some of the other stuff on this site.

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Rated 0 / 5 stars


this is just sick, not even funny the least bit. ill give yah credit for the quality of it but... still this is just sick