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Nov 11, 2005 | 9:42 AM EST

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EDIT (11/17/2005): HOLY @#$%! Thanks for the FRONT PAGE!!!

Yes, it really is a Self-Portrait of me, Joshua J. Morgan.
And NO, I am NOT contemplating or condoning suicide.

I originally conceived Self-Portrait as a 15 second short during the Fall 2002 (my first quarter as a Grad student at UCLA), but I decided to make a different 15 second film. I returned to the idea, however, when I wanted to make an intro for my website, After teaching myself Flash, the film was completed in the Spring 2004, and it went on to win a "Spotlight Award" the following year.

I recently rediscovered and I'm so glad I finally decided to submit Self-Portrait because it's fascinating to see how polarized people's reactions are. I never intended it to be funny so I'm still surprised that some people find it humorous (it's always gotten a big laugh at all the festivals it's screened in).

Joshua J. Morgan received his BA in Communication Studies from the University of California, Los Angeles and is currently working towards his MFA at the UCLA Animation Workshop, where he has been able to pass off his obsession for Japanese Anime as "research." Though many of his animations feature firearms, Josh is hardly a "gun nut." In fact, he has a strong phobia of guns, which was triggered by being held up at gunpoint in two separate armed robberies. Those life-threatening experiences also gave him a profound appreciation for living and so Josh has no intentions of actually performing the suicidal act depicted in his animated Self-Portrait. Seriously, his family and friends can all stop worrying... Josh really is happy :-)



Rated 2 / 5 stars


Uh..yeah..I uh...Im gonna go now... No but seriously this is weird...kinda cool though, the music makes it even weirder... if I ever commit suicide i'll have to try that...although I would never know if it worked...


Rated 4 / 5 stars


it was good but odd... quality was great visuals were.... origainal... as quality stands great.... story ...ugh....


Rated 2.5 / 5 stars

Thank you... PSYCHO!!

Ok... I just don't get it. I feel sick. I quess I'll go to sleep. :(


Rated 4 / 5 stars

dude. thats insane.

it was pretty good, graphics and all. the music was kindof wierd... thats some crazy shit tho. it kinda made me sick inside, because that sorta happened to one of my freinds, but the overall layout was good.


Rated 3.5 / 5 stars

fucking my head

that music it really fucking my head well nice done men