Fuck - Alcohol is becoming a huge problem now... I woke up yesterday and the first thing I looked for was money in my wallet to get some drinks.
I had enough for an 8 case, and proceeded to get said beer.
Ended up at my buddy's apartment by 5:30 PM to watch UFC, got forty beers in total and a 26 on Captain Morgan. Got stupid drunk, all the beer was gone and I think I drank at least well over half.
Then I got in a fight with some kid for calling me gay, only did it because when I called him gay a few months back he reacted the same way as me.
Then I got in another fight with this other kid - My buddy who owns the place we were at slashed this dude's tires and broke all his windows in his truck ... They still hang out though, I tried talking with the guy and he wouldn't talk to me because he isn't a big fan of mine apparently... I got so fucking mad, ended up yelling in his face because I did nothing wrong, yet he'll chill with the dude who fucked up his truck and did over 3000 dollars in damage, simply because he apologized... Basically, two physical fights I got myself involved in that night - Then my ride bailed on me because she couldn't get her car started. I had to call my mom for a ride and she was okay with me being shit faced, she just wasn't happy when I told her I got in two fights and she could have called me five minutes earlier because I would have only been in a total of one...
I'm not gonna quit drinking, but it's the last time I drink with those fools, looking back I feel like the bad guy, but I reacted how I should have minus the violence. Just got too much anger inside me right now and that was how I dealt with it last night I guess - Lesson learned is drinking with people who aren't my real friends leads to issues... So fuck it. I'll drink alone, I don't care... I have more fun alone when I drink anyway. Apparently I'm a fucking terrorist in their eyes, they can bitch all they want about hardly having any friends and I will happily not be one of those friends they have so few of.