to tell you the truth right now i don't feel like i would mind being alone the entire year. i can just sit by myself and sleep or occupy myself with my thoughts (or actually listen to the lesson...... maybe), but there's that whole "society" thing where it's not cool to be alone. it's not cool to sit in the corner by yourself when the class is waiting for the teacher to come and everyone's talking with friends, but sometimes i prefer to just go invisible (if i could) and do that instead of talking to some retards. by now i guess i lost all my modesty like I'm better than everyone else and they're just some random retards, but with all objectivity, this is the worst class i could be in.
i had some a bunch of close friends last year, 2 of them moved to another school and the rest were scattered in different classes and since lunch isn't at the same time i guess im not gonna see them as much.
anyway ill stop being so egocentric now, i just got really frustrated :/