Not that I've disappeared much in the last 20 years but I don't venture far from the audio people. I've joined the Secret Santa illustration event this year and got about 20 new followers which is a good reminder to branch out and feel the pulse of the community.
I've been here since the early times. I was too young to experience content like Assassin and Teletubby FunLand but I experienced it anyways. I suppose today's youth can watch silly middle eastern knife beheadings so if it's a competition for who had the most fucked up childhood I will gladly pass the torch along to today's young adults. I remember the Colombine shooting happening, I might have been in third grade? That event actually taught me a lot about the importance of aesthetic and design.
Fact: Shotgun Man is an early Newgrounds mascot that didn't have the longevity and sex appeal of characters like Pico and A. Hominid.
In highschool I finally made an account, produced some lame flash cartoons (half of which are on a dead DeviantArt account), played the drums in rock & jazz bands, started producing EDM, went to University, fell in love, fell out of love, fell in love again, left the world behind, moved into an apartment across the country two doors down from a meth lab, explored the option of doing sex work (it didn't work), moved back to New York, moved away from New York again, moved away from Tennessee, and recently I moved away from Georgia. I'm in Colorado right now and I love it.
I spent most my professional life doing some sort of Landscaping and Horticulture-FUCK, WHY AM I GIVING YOU PEOPLE MY PERSONAL INFORMATION?? I LITERALLY MOVED OFF GRID TO AVOID PEOPLES. GO AWAY, STOP READING THIS. I DEMAND YOU STOP READING THIS IMMEDIATELY. I THROW MY BLOOD INTO YOUR EYES. I CURSE YOUR EYES. I CURSE YOU. I CURSE YOUR FAMILY. I CURSE YOUR SOUL.
I love this place and the strange energy it puts off. I'm sorry I don't have the time to build relationships with all of you wonderfully creative people. If you're reading this, I love you. I love that you do what you do. Keep doing what you do however you do it. I believe in you. I believe in all of you. I believe in you while you do what you do if you choose to do you because I love you. Just do you.
Make your dreams come true <3 <3