At 8/9/19 09:58 PM, Makakaov wrote:
What's your stance on your life so far and right now?
I am fortunate and grateful. I am in an excellent position to make decisions that can improve my life exponentially, and I'm driven to go for it.
Are you content?
Hitting a bit of a financial slump lately, but other than that, I am happy with how things have turned out, and excited about future prospects.
Are you doubtful?
Of course. I used to chalk it up to a tendency to overthink things, but I've learned the root cause of that behavior is anxiety. There is much to be anxious about in the world, and it's a test of mental maturity to be aware of what you can and cannot change. Forging the discipline to focus on the most important task for yourself is a difficult battle sometimes, but it's rewarding when it finally clicks and you're grinding away at what matters. I have been better this year than I have ever been in my life about telling my inner voice of doubt to shut the fuck up and sit down because I'm at the controls.
Is there actually anything in your bio that you're proud of?
I am immensely proud of my career and skills. By that extension I am proud of this community, because Newgrounds ultimately assisted landing me the job. That's not an exaggeration; Dick Neck made my bosses laugh and remember me.
Are you proud of your recent past and where you are now?
Yes. I have experienced more growth and mental fortitude and maturity, independence, knowledge and strength in the past four years than I've had in the last ten I've been alive.
I'm actually having best time of my life rn
That's amazing to hear, and I'm proud of you.
What is a recent thing about yourself that you've unlearned that's made you a better person?