So, at my last school dance I had to show up alone, a guy told me that he'd be my date but never showed up. He then told me he was too busy to go to the dance the next day I saw him. Now that I'm 18, there's another prom. This time I don't have a date and I basically spend lunchtime alone, and I don't have any friends. I'm more of a loner and several people I was friends with last year told me that they were too busy to hang out with me and stopped texting me, and started ignoring my phone calls. So, now I just sit alone/ spend most of my time alone and now I have no friends and no guy to go to prom with. Should I still go to prom even though I'm going to be friendless and I'm not going to have a date?
My old friend for 5 years started to completely ignore my text messages, block my phone calls and gave me several reasons why she was too busy with her own life, and how much fun she was having to spend any time with me. All 2017 this was how my friends treated me. I don't understand why suddenly everyone in my age group wants nothing to do with me. Is it because I'm ugly, fat, strange? Why do I always have to be alone or mistreated?