I wish I saw this post when it first started, I could have helped you out a 100%.
Is you can tell me the stamp on it, I can tell you if it's a good pill or not.
I wouldn't recommend rolling by yourself but it wouldn't hurt. Just listen to music, drink orange juice, and make sure you have some gum.
Also, I think you're way too young to be taking e. Despite being an illegal substance, you shouldn't take it till your 18 or older. You're still growing and what I noticed with most kids that start taking it is, and no offense, they become retarded. They get hooked and take it all the time in which it slowly fries your sensory redactors.