An affirmation of sorts. Felt compelled to write this after watching that simultaneously heart warming and gutting ending of the Midnight Gospel. Near death experiences and depressive tendencies. Guitar, mandolin, some programmed synth loops and a general mish mash of stacked drum machine bits.

Thanks for the FP <3

Lyric:

a part of me

died that night

the signal stayed green

even though I never saw the light

Erwin's lucky half

the one who made it out

The void persisting

but I'd bottomed now

these carved names

are an ingrown hair

there's no back door

there's no, there's no back door

who the fuck else

cares that you were there

there's no back door

there's no, there's no back door

watch myself spiral out

in real time

there's no back door

there's no, there's no back door

cynical wit

can't lift your mind

there's no back door

there's no, there's no back door

you survived that on a roll of the dice

there's no back door

there's no, there's no back door

entropy will take but it gave you time

there's no back door

there's no, there's no back door