You are in the dark, with your eyes closed you notice how your breathing is slow, calm. You open your eyes slowly, you do not notice the difference between the darkness of your eyes from the real one. You notice that you have a flashlight in your hand, then you think about turning it on, hoping to find something in the darkness, you turn it on, you notice the bright light coming out of the flashlight. However, despite the bright light, you do not find anything, your eyes have nothing, but your mind decides to project things that you like in the light. You are happy with that projection, even though it is false, that in reality there is nothing...

The human paradise for me is something invented by the imagination, to cover your fears with the best in the world, molded to your ideals.

I have lived through so many misfortunes that I am sure they have affected me psychologically.

I'm not going to tell you directly, that's why I have this new "album" where I can tell all that.

I can only say, regarding this song, that it is something quite general in the above, but it focuses more than anything, on my little ability to know how to fit in everything.

Since I was little I had few friends, in those days I did not have the same tastes and ways of thinking as most of my peers. To survive I gave myself the idea of ​​leaving my ideals behind and trying to become others, it did not work, because I never tried. My fear just didn't leave me. Until recently I realized that I was too different from others, and that bothered me and continues to annoy me, I don't like being different, because even with friends I can't talk to them about the things that interest me without even knowing who do not understand or do not share the same interest, I can only hear things that everyone understands except me, and I feel a bit rejected. But it's something I'm quite used to, but I still can't accept it.

Regarding the song, there are parts in which I am out of tune on purpose to give you a feeling of sadness, despair or discouraged.