I BECOME BLINDED TO YOU

I WANT TO EXIBIT THE END OF MY OWN SENSE OF TRUTH

I begin to wage a war against my own sins

If I shall prevail

Who will be there at the end?

Is it heaven or hell that I swim in

Or am I contrived once again?

Every step that I take now

Is an echo of a machine now

GOD I WANT TO TEAR THIS FEELING FROM MY CHEST

A FEELING OF RAGE THAT TORE FAMILIES FROM THEIR HOMES

I WANT TO LEAVE MY DESOLATION IN SIGHT

A SOLITARY CONFINED

SPACE OF MIND

SELL YOUR OWN SOUL

I WILL NOT WAGE A SOUND AGAINST THE SILENCE OF MY BREATHE

I WILL NOT STEAL YOUR ENERGY

UNLESS YOU TURN AND LOOK AT ME

And then you're mine

I'M TIRED OF SINGING

I'M TIRED OF PRAYING TO GODS

I ONLY WANT TO SLEEP AWAY THE RAGE INSIDE OF VEINS

I ONLY WANT TO SMOKE OUT MY RAGE

BUT I AM FILLED WITH FIENDS

INSIDE OF ME

I'm tired of peace

When peace is only a lie to string my life along lines that lead my life

To the end of light

I'm tired of peace when hunger leaves me

And all that I see is emptiness in time waiting to dispatch me

I'm tired of dying

And lying my way through life

Somebody told me that

That we only live once

But that was a lie

I transcended time

And I found my life

And now I am dead

I combine the days that I lived

And try to build another ship

To carry me over darkened waves

As I begin to slip

Away into disarray

Away into my mind

And slumber another life

I hide away the truth

That I am a life

Trying to connected the days into a life of limitless time

Connecting the daze into a million days