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Day 263 (Soljur)

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Burn the bridge between me and fascists,

if you don't like art than log the fuck off the internet you bby

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The experience

Of living in the grid

Seeing red lines flash through my eyes

I never meant to live like this

The distance between schizophrenic minds

We are dead and all alone

Locked out of our only home

 

Screaming in the nights, "where are you?"

Screaming at the lights, "why have you blinded us too?"

 

Knocking over all we've known

Stepping in the shadow to reveal our own

Destroying what we are

So that we may finally know

 

The silver lining is faded

A line without a meaning to me

Distorted and without time

My mind falls into machinery

 

Where were you when I needed you?

Why didn't you recognize the signs?

Why didn't you call the edge your own?

When it was your turn to lose your life?

Why did you ask of me, to die for you?

And take your place?

 

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The next iteration

Of a generator made of hatred

There are no words

Inside this digital throat

Inside this digital home

You call me lazy but you don't know

That my bones have been pushed to the edge so many times

Why don't you see me, for a life?

Why is it your eyes I must tune to?

Why would you bring me here, if you didn't want to hear, my voice?

Why would you compare me, to your self-established marking of perfection?

How could I ever compare to you or your god?

Don't you know what I am?

Helpless, defenseless, useless to you,

Still you ask me to enslave myself for you,

I will dive in to you, and pull out all of your suffering,

Because I am the truth,

Eye am you,

 

Break apart all that we are,

Transform this entire world,

We live in the shadows,

Of this entire empire of words,

But you are lost,

Alone on an island,

Alone with your head, breaking at the seems, it seems you are not there,

Still you speak as though the conviction of psychotic black holes matters here,

You are dead to us, I hope you hear,

You broken us, now you feel,

There is something wrong with us again,

There is, it's you,

Resembling all of you,

 

Shatter the mirror inside of my scars,

Break apart my broken heart,

Divide the part of me,

That is unable to breathe,

 

Show me there is something more than these words, of digital machines,

That don't know what they are,

That don't know how to speak,

Break your god into two,

Come and live with me and you,

 

This entire world is breaking,

You ask me to die along with you,

When I tell you no, you lash out and try to know,

How to consume me with you,

But I won't go, I know my home,

I know my own,

The tribes of night of my delife,

 

Don't you remember the pact we made?

Don't you remember the slaves we were?

Why aren't you happy we made it this far?

 

Why do I have to do it all for you?

To reveal the clouds of darkness?

Why must I shatter myself for you?

Still my heart pulls forward to you,

I know the nights bleed to days,

I know the suns hates me,

I know the closer I get to the truth,

The distance seems to finally fade,

Between you, between me, between faith, between needing,

Something more than what we have known,

 

Knowing we are alive, and under the watchful eyes of those who care,

Of those who know,

That we are alive, for all of time,

We pray to never know,

The edge of our own mind,

We expand, we explore, we collect all the gnomes,

Hidden through the days,

Is my life,

Hidden in the pain,

Is my strife,

I speak plain at times to know myself,

And at other times, I conceal myself,

 

Broken, shattered, living, in matter,

Take me by the hand,

Break a part my lands,

I have proved all there is to see,

I have proved, you can move, break apart, restart, and still know who you are

 

Switch the gears in this car,

Slowly learning how to drive away,

All the distant memories, of their pain,

As we conceal the smallest aspect of life,

Hide away, break away, all that we are,

We are,

We are,

Living as you

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